wait. is that what we are supposed to think? or is it just me? are we to prepare for it in advance or live our lives for the present? i dont know. i cant seem to make sense of all the cliches i hear around me each and every day. there has to be an answer. i know that we are to trust in the Lord no matter what our dilemma and the future is not ours to uncover. those things i know. but i dont know so many other things. maybe i never will. but is that ok... is that acceptable? because lately i have been feeling behind. like so many people know so many things that i dont know. like maybe just maybe i skipped something. i have dreams and wants and ambitions but i dont know exactly how to achieve them or if there is really any possibility of achieving them. the one thing i know is that i have a love to share this uncertain future with. at least that is comforting. we can be confused and lost together. yes. that is comforting.
maybe this is the key. there is a future full of excitement.
